Ok, I finally decided to start writing again, but of course I had to have a new blog site. The old one just wasn’t making me too happy. But I will from time to time post some of the older posts from “the other one”. As I start this new one, I will be experimenting and changing things so bare with me. For a starter here is a post from the “old place”.
sept, 06
Since when did I become an adult anyway??? How did this happen? When did it happen and is it really true?? I am now no longer an irresponsable, in betweener?? By that I mean, no longer a teenager or 20 year old. When did this transformation happen??? I just went to sleep one night feeling like a young person. I don’t mean young but young. One night I went to sleep still feeling like 25-30. A young person. Today I wake up thinking, OMG, I am going to be fourty next month. Thanks to Knux, I now realize that next month I am going to be FOURTY!!! Not that that is bad, but I have been outa high school for 21 years….I have 2 children, a home, a cat, responsiblitys. I didn’t really think about it till this morning. On the 14th of september I am going to be no longer a young person. Aggghhh!! Ok so anyway reading Knux’s blog, got me to thinking. “Thanks Knux”. I am not really old, just older. I need to drop a few pounds or whatever, quit smoking and start thinking about the next phase of life. I always thought I’d just gradually grow into the mindset of an adult. I guess I have to an extint but…really, when does the transformation from being a carefree young person into an overly worried, stressed out, tired older person happen??? I am beginning to see it’s already happened. I just wasn’t looking I guess. Now instead of thinking, “traaa la laaa, I got time to do that”….. I’m thinking”..OMG, I gotta get this done NOW.” I am still living in the 80’s and 90’s. This is 2006. Where did all my free time go? Hmm, takes longer to wake up in the am. Takes longer to do anything for me. Before, I didn’t worry how long it took to do anything. Now I find my self watching the clock, so I have time to do all the things I have to do. AND…putting things in order. Meaning, deciding what things can get done now and when can I do other things…..Oh my how did I get to this mindset….Maybe I am just being a little too Anal Attentive. ( I hope I spelled it right).. Ok so now I look at the clock, and decide Ive spent too much time worring about worring. Ha Ha Ha….time to do something, so I don’t feel as though Ive wasted time….Now I am an adult. ewwwww
