Have you ever been so tired you just want to cry? I did just that. I don’t understand it. I’m sure wishing that I could get caught up sleep. I try going to bed earlier, but can’t fall asleep. I feel like a zombie and am just floating through the day. Also feeling like I’m not giving each thing I’m supposed to be doing an equal amount of time and concentration.
This is supposed to be our last week in in our “House on the Hill”. I’ve been spending a lot of time cleaning and moving. Today, it hit me kinda hard that we will be completely gone from there this Saturday. I’m really going to miss it. We all are. The privacy is the biggest thing we will miss. There, no one paid any attention to us since we were so far from the road. Kids could play outside and I didn’t have to worry they’d dissappear. I could go out in my night gown and no one would know. Now I feel self contious when I step out the front door.
But even though, we are getting good trade out. More room, better living conditions. More luxuries, like a laundry room inside the house. Anyway, I’ve drifted from the reason of this post. Me being tired. Now, I’m too tired to even start over, so for now I should just title this post “Random Thoughts”. I’ll try again at another time :-/
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