Well what can I say that won’t make me look like a weirdy? I am actually and most of the time a happy person. I tend to be a little nerdy and psychotic. Pretty much neurotic at times. A bit of a realist with a lot of optimism. I tend to see things as they are, not how I would like for them to be. Most of the time, able to see “fake” people right away, but sometimes one will get past me. I don’t particularly like mean people, but do tolerate a few. It would be nice if every one was honest and actually sincere instead of always trying to “blow smoke”… you get my point … don’t you?
I have two wonderful children, and a terrific step daughter. They are what keeps me grounded and living. My guy happens to also make the world go around for me. I love taking care of my family and making sure they are being loved. I don’t think I’ve ever been as happy as I am at this moment in my life. Trying to make everyone around me happy is something I have just recently decided isn’t possible, so I just keep trying and doing the best I can. But there comes a time, when you just have to throw up your hands and say, “I tried”.
I tend to drop, loose or break things. Clumsy, silly, and a little out of it. I’m still ok. I like me the way I am. Like I said, mostly optimistic, I tend not to see the bad in everything, but will admit it when things aren’t as great as they should be. I wear my sons socks if I need a good pair, because mine have holes in them. (too cheap to spend money on myself)
I don’t kid myself about being anything other than who I am. Which would make me a realist right? Since I’ve found out you can’t make unhappy people happy, I still try, (there’s that optimism) but will go on and be me anyway. This is me, this is who I am, and I’m ok with me. If you decide you don’t like me, that’s ok, I probably don’t like you either. (my realist side showing up)
I am Mom and Mom is on Break.. Because, everyone knows, Moms deserve a break from time to time … why? Because we are Moms. 
February 27th, 2008 at 1:27 pm
Have a nice day !